fuck you a million times.

I have no clue what I’m doing with my life.

I’m so confused about everything, and I just want someone to go ‘here’s all the answers’

I changed myself completely for you. You have no idea how hard I’m trying to keep you and you don’t even care. 

I hope you know how shit and worthless you make me feel. I hope one day someone treats you how you’ve treated me. I hope you feel like you’re never good enough. You don’t even deserve me, and that’s what makes it even worse. 

sorry I’m not good enough. sorry I will never be as beautiful as she is. sorry I’ll never have all the little personality quirks that make you love her. sorry I was never everything she is. sorry I don’t like the same music and can’t have endless conversations about your favourite songs. sorry I can’t be effortlessly cool. sorry I don’t walk like I know who I am. Because I don’t know.